Ghost In My Dreams

I don't know You,
You are quiet and I'm quiet too...

There's only a thousand years to try, i fear we will never speak, and that's the only way for you to know me. I sometimes think you are not real and it was just a story for them to fool me. I always wonder what life would have been, if you weren't to always be asleep.

I heard you were terrible at socializing like me. That i have the same personality as you! loved music, funny, outgoing, and just caring for others. Let me tell you that every time i walk by your neighborhood everyone tells me that i look just like somebody they once knew, it is sad to say i don't even own a picture of you.

I also know that you were really into your clothing and loved dancing, why did i have to be like this, not meet you and all. Maybe it would've been better to have met you i have nothing alike with my father, but don't worry besides all the fights and differences, he takes great care of me. He's always making sure i have everything i need, He's always there for m mom and takes the best care of her.

I don't know if she misses you, she does not talk about you with me. I am not really happy about your side of the family all i talk to is some of my closest cousins, besides them they don't look for me or try to pick up the phone to see how i am doing.

They say you had the brightest smile and never let others know when you were down. That it was impossible to keep a straight face around you. That you were just full of joy and happiness.

I wish i had some sort of power to get to you and to just sit across from you and ask you a lot of questions: Are you happy with the choices I've made in life?
why, did you leave us, why didn't you wait so that i can have met you? Just so many questions but its impossible. Believe it or not i love you and just love the fact that you are my father even if i didn't get to meet you.

Sorry, i have not gone to see you, i did ask for it once but got ignored in some sort of way. I will make it some day and it would be the longest day of my life because i am going to sit there and tell you all about me, since the day i can remember. Once thing i went through in a certain period of my life where i believed it is my fault you were gone, since you were on your way to see me when it all happened, and just other certain highlights of my life that i want to know if you are okay with.

My birthday just passed by and for some strange reason i feel as if it was the most important birthday of my life because i feel as if in this past year i have learned a lot, about people around me and just life overall. I through myself a huge party that i really enjoyed a little bit too much! hahaha. But i deserved it, and really hope you think so too. Hope you saw everything and laughed at the consequences hahaha.

Love You with all my heart and hope everything is Great.

Suggestion #1 - Deep Quotes -

This is for a good follower of the Blog and a great family member of mine.

Deep Quotes

FUNNY, SMART & CLEVER QUOTES

I believe in making the world safe for our children, but not our children's children, because I don't think children should be having sex.

- Jack Handey, "Deep Thoughts" If you ever crawl inside an old hollow log and go to sleep, and while you're in there some guys come and seal up both ends and then put it on a truck and take it to another city, boy, I don't know what to tell you.

- Jack Handey

I've developed a new philosophy...only dread one day at a time.

- Charlie Brown

I might be in the basement. I'll go upstairs and check.
We adore chaos because we love to produce order.
I don't use drugs; my dreams are frightening enough.
- M. C. Escher

Nobody can get the truth out of me because even I don't know what it is. I keep myself in a constant state of utter confusion.

- Colonel Flagg

Deep Love Quotes

Love means to commit oneself without guarantee,
to give oneself completely to the hope that our love
will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act
of faith, and whoever is of little faith is of little love ...

~ Lucrettus

Love is a fruit in season at all times and within
the reach of every hand ...

~ Mother Teresa

Those that go searching for love only make
manifest their own lovelessness. And the
loveless never find love, only the loving find
love, and they never have to seek for it ...

~ D H Lawrence

To love deeply in one direction makes us more
loving in all others.

~ Annie-Sophie Swetchine

Deep Quotes About Life

"Learn as if you were going to live forever. Live as if you were going to die tomorrow."
~ Mahatma Gandhi

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."
~ Mark Twain

"The only thing in life achieved without effort is failure." - Author Unknown

“In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity” -~ Albert Einstein

"Love and you shall be loved." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

"Only those who dare to fail greatly, can ever achieve greatly." ~ Robert F. Kennedy

"Since you get more joy out of giving joy to others, you should put a good deal of thought into the happiness that you are able to give."
~ Eleanor Roosevelt

"Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it." ~ Confucius

"Change your thoughts and you change your world." ~ Norman Vincent Peale

"Happiness is not a station you arrive at, but a manner of traveling." - Margaret B. Runbeck

"You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing which you think you cannot do.
~ Eleanor Roosevelt

"Within each of us, nature has provided all the pieces necessary to achieve exceptional health and wellness, then left it up to us to put them all together."
~ Diane McLaren

"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit." ~ Aristotle

"We are all dietetic sinners; only a small percent of what we eat nourishes us; the balance goes to waste and loss of energy.”
~ Sir William Osler

“We are under exercised as a nation. We look instead of play. We ride instead of walk. Our existence deprives us of the minimum of physical activity essential for healthy living.”
~ John F. Kennedy

"The road to success is dotted with many tempting parking places" ~ Author Unknown

Apology

I apologize to the followers. Its been a pretty hard week, since its the last two weeks of the semester all i've been doing is work on essays and try to bring my grades up a bit more. Although i am still researching and reading suggestions from you all. I promise that today i will dedicate the whole afternoon to catch everyone up with what's been going on in this world Full Of Carpe Diem !